To encourage you to keep going.
To remind you to be strong.

Published on April 5, 2018 in Picture Quotes
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If someone just keeps ignoring you, don’t make excuses for their behavior. Take the hint and move on.  Let it be their loss.

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  1. Sirisha April 6, 2018 Reply

    Its too late to accept though, but they say better late than never. So I am writing this note of apology to you and also myself.

    I realise how stupid I behaved with you, and that I have serious mental illness of assuming something which I think hard.

    Maybe, because I am too imaginary by nature. I am really not sure, but all that I assumed are owing to some dreams and assumptions I self made.

    Also may be because you were the first man in my life whom i liked …. My age, My liking for you… your good heart, your kind nature, and so many other factors…

    I accept with no regrets. Yes I am mentally ill. But even more important is to ask forgiveness to you, I hope you pardon me.

    It is so embarassing and shameful to reiterate how i called you and spoke about our relationship 10 years ago and hurried you to do something about our marriage. so foolish of me, I lived in a world of dreams and what not when I did not mind asking you even once if you also felt the same.

    Everything that happenned runs as a movie in my mind even today and you treated me so patiently inspite of my stupidity. I was so adament and ended up blaming you in my heart that you cheated me, left me, abandoned me and what not ….. I am SORRY.

    Say it bad time, planetary influence or my fate but believe me I am not a girl like that by nature. I am not sure why all this was done by me.

    You and your friends must have laughed at this, my stupidity and attitude assuming something between us which was not there at all. I am not writing this out of force or hatred, but out of self realisation.

    Few weeks ago, when I spoke to you I realized that somewhere I am seriously wrong. This thought kindled something in me, and with medical help I now am able to realise all that I am doing is out of imaginations. My liking for a person like you who lies in my imagination. I have created a mess, all owing to my mental illness.

    Worst is the emabrassment when I think of all those socail media friends with whom I connected thinking it is you and how they would have felt when I cut them off upon knowing its not you. Its height of my instability, so much shit… I surrender to GOD to forgive me , I did not give them false hope but really thought its was you. I feel so shameful to face myself. They would not understand and I have no words to explain.

    Today, I am taking medical help to forgive myself and “that you” who lives in my imagination. But the hurt I cause to the real you who did nothing but only sufferred the pain out of my mental instability cannot be forgiven. I know not many have this kind of sickness but please do not carry the guilt forward. I have blamed you so much unnecesarrily when you are still trying to help me out of my mental problem.

    I will get well soon, hope is the only thing I have. I am moving far away… and soon with medical help will become a normal person who lives in reality not assumptions and dreams.

    Thank you, you did not utter one strong word against me when I called you after ten long years and still hoping that you were trying to connect back with me and ………BLA BLA BLA.

    May God give you even my share of happiness. I am Sorry, for all the mess and harassment you had to undergo with me. I will not disturb you ever, and nor will there be any guilt against you. I will recover, hope fully. Good wishes to you. Lets end this all with peace, I know its easier said than done. But I have nothing else to say today other than I AM SORRY TO HURT YOU ALL THESE YEARS FOR NO FAULT.

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