I have experienced the death of a loved sister. As the Executrix of the estate I have had to delay my grieving. I appreciate knowing that my simmering anger is grief waiting to be recognized.
I realize it’s grief, but because no stranger wants to meet someone who is suffering from loneliness… Who wants to be with someone who has no friends because I had to leave a violent, religious fanatic in order to survive… And now I have to survive, alone, in France, no friends, no family. At my age, that kind of person is not someone you’d hang out with 😢
Sabine,
Every woman who I told the truth to stopped contacting me, and every man who I thought seemed to be loving, as soon as I told him the truth, disappeared without telling me why, but after I told him the truth.
Even my family has told me to lie, and told me I will always be alone if I continue to be honest. So even my family doesn’t believe in me. Total honesty means being alone in a world where liars prevail ? 😢😢
The rising individuality of a man makes him more lonely.You can not grief for what you have been, even if that person served well it was then- at that particular time, moment ..for these particular people.It is natural that you now become a version of yourself that will be in serve to the new time and different kind of people.
You should be happier – this is a new level.
Take your time to grieve, be completely honest and pick yourself from that stage, because you have entered in another- better one, which will fullfil your life with a new purpose.
Enjoy and trust the process…
I have experienced the death of a loved sister. As the Executrix of the estate I have had to delay my grieving. I appreciate knowing that my simmering anger is grief waiting to be recognized.
I realize it’s grief, but because no stranger wants to meet someone who is suffering from loneliness… Who wants to be with someone who has no friends because I had to leave a violent, religious fanatic in order to survive… And now I have to survive, alone, in France, no friends, no family. At my age, that kind of person is not someone you’d hang out with 😢
Why would anyone not want to be with someone who was strong and brave enough to leave a toxic life and start over? You have my deepest respect!
Sabine,
Every woman who I told the truth to stopped contacting me, and every man who I thought seemed to be loving, as soon as I told him the truth, disappeared without telling me why, but after I told him the truth.
Even my family has told me to lie, and told me I will always be alone if I continue to be honest. So even my family doesn’t believe in me. Total honesty means being alone in a world where liars prevail ? 😢😢
The rising individuality of a man makes him more lonely.You can not grief for what you have been, even if that person served well it was then- at that particular time, moment ..for these particular people.It is natural that you now become a version of yourself that will be in serve to the new time and different kind of people.
You should be happier – this is a new level.
Take your time to grieve, be completely honest and pick yourself from that stage, because you have entered in another- better one, which will fullfil your life with a new purpose.
Enjoy and trust the process…
Barbara
U a absolutely amazing and am really proud of you, just keep been you sooner or later you gonna find the right people around.
I am also facing the same situation.beaing good make me alone and everyone blaim me that i am selfish
On death and dying by Kubler Ross will help you. You need to go through all the stages that death brings.