When I give, it does not come with strings. I’m not keeping track of what you owe me. When I give, I choose to do so without ulterior motives. I give because I’m genuine. I give because I know what it’s like to be without, to long for and be ignored, to speak and not be heard, to care for and have nothing returned. When I give it’s because I get it. It’s because I know the value in what I have in my heart and I refuse to let the world stop me from sharing that. But when things start being taken for granted. When you no longer appreciate my sincerity. I won’t switch, I won’t get angry, and I won’t be spiteful. I’ll just get smart and I’ll change your role in my life. Because when I give, I’m all in. But when I’m done, there’s no looking back. — Robert Hill Sr.
I don’t care if you or anyone reads or listens to my real
Experiences. Most of you
Look at it and laugh and make
Smart remarks back. So don’t
Read, I don’t tell lies. MY
Heart hurts so bad I don’t know
HOW to handle. I am a good
Person. It seems the nicer
You are to some people the
Meaner they are to you. I
Would rather be hit with a
Baseball bad. Emotional and
Mental abuse last forever.
The bruises fade and sometimes
You actually forget. Staying in
A motel room here and there
Isn’t the solution. MY heart
Is broken, my body is breaking
Down because I give too much.
MY legs are now Waring out and
I haven’t decided my solution
Yet. NO one should have to
Experience this ever. MY heart
Went out to Lucy. I am slowly
Breaking down and feel I deserve
What I get. Sometimes I think
God is going to take me cause
MY number is up. But nothing
Happens. I DON’T NEED ANYONE’S
PITYY AND DISGUIST. MY HEART
HAS ALWAYS BEEN OPEN FOR OTHER
PEOPLE AND THEIR HURT. I don’t
Use people, my wants have never
Been for materialistic but now
That’s all I have. I would give
It all away for love, respect
And live in a pup TENT.
You see you other people have it
All. DON’T FEEL DISGUIST OR
PITY. I just want to swing
And have fun.
??????who am I