To encourage you to keep going.
To remind you to be strong.

Published on September 1, 2017 in Picture Quotes
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It’s a hard pill to swallow. But the truth is going to heal your heart a lot faster than simply letting it break over and over until you finally face what you knew all along anyway:

If he wanted to be with you, he would be with you.

There are a million possible scenarios here. It’s easier when he’s an asshole – selfish, only thinking of himself, using you to make someone else jealous, using you in general, treating you poorly, crushing you thoughtlessly, whatever. But it’s a lot harder when he’s a good guy, and you still have to let him go. When he tells you that you’re an incredible person, but he just doesn’t feel the same way that you do. Or when he really likes you, but doesn’t think you’re the one. Or when he just doesn’t feel as strongly as you do and he wants to be honest. Or when he can’t seem to make up his mind and feels confused, which he doesn’t yet realize just means that he’s afraid of hurting you, that feeling ‘confused’ just a softer way of eventually saying ‘no.’ If he wanted to be with you, he wouldn’t have had to make up his mind in the first place. It would just be an answer that he felt deeply in his gut.

But regardless, whether he’s a wonderful guy or an asshole or somewhere in between, this is about you, moving on. Because no matter what the situation was, no matter how well he treated you or how much fun you had together or how well you got along, he doesn’t want to be with you. And that’s the truth. And that’s going to be your life raft for the next several weeks or months, no matter how much you don’t want to grab onto it. It is what is going to eventually help you come to peace with the end of your relationship, or the fizzling out of your fling, or the ‘no more talking’ after you guys spent so much time ‘talking.’ It is the truth, and as ugly as it is, it will be the only thing that can help you move on:

If he wanted to be with you, he would be with you.

It’s easy to try to soften the blow. He needs time, or he just needs a little space, or he’s just afraid of commitment and I just need to reassure him, or he builds walls and it’s my job to kick through them.

But think about the way you feel about him. How easy and natural and obvious it feels. How you don’t even need to question whether or not you should be with him, because it just feels right in your veins. How, even if you were scared of committing to someone or getting hurt or opening yourself up, you were still willing to do it, because your heart had already made up your mind. You wanted to be with him, so you were. The decision was simple. It really wasn’t even a decision at all.

Now can you imagine feeling all those things but choosing not to be with him anyway?

That’s why your heart is broken. Because he didn’t feel those things. He didn’t feel that same certainty that you did, deep in your bones. And you can’t change that, and you can’t fix yourself, and there’s nothing you did wrong. It’s just the truth. His heart didn’t make the decision for his brain, because his heart is in a different place from yours. And that really, really sucks. And you just have to accept it. And that sucks even more.

Maybe you’ll get over this in weeks, maybe months. Maybe longer. It will hurt, some days will be horrible and some will be okay. But the smallest of silver linings is this: you can let your heart break once – instead of breaking it a million times by convincing yourself that he’s making a mistake or he probably misses you or you should call him. Love yourself enough to be hard on yourself:

If he wanted to be with you, he would be with you.

Written by Kim Quindlen (with permission)

This article was originally published in thoughtcatalog.com

6 Comments

  1. anoush September 1, 2017 Reply

    let me save headaches here, with him it is all about sex and sex, and since all the heart and pain and confusion as you might be aware of, the sex got worse and worse as more confusion towards the end, so…. yeah…

  2. anoush September 1, 2017 Reply

    p.s. when he gets to know others closly he will the one who will miss….

  3. ARLENE G. BANUELOS September 2, 2017 Reply

    Yes commenter anoush- might be a miscommunication as to what’s gonna be the true main spice of the relationship- cannot be forced and forged to reconcile….

  4. sunny September 2, 2017 Reply

    THis is a very generic outlook on life. There are reasons many people cannot love as you love and saying that if they don’t love you it is because they don’t want you is trying to simplify love. There are people who are not part of that format you described. This article was written with a very narrow minded view. There are no easy answers when it comes to love. You have to trust in yourself, your intuition and take risks. Without tests we have no testaments.

  5. Laura mcdaniel October 11, 2017 Reply

    And so it is he’s not in my life anymore and he doesn’t want me in his life actions have sunk in my head , I’m without him, I’m alone.

  6. Petya November 1, 2017 Reply

    There is so much love around me, that I can’t ignore it and not project it myself too.Who loves me back -i am greatful for the highest vibes of the Source who provides us all with the Wisdom of Life.I always knew it, I always had it, I just had put it somewhere where I could not find it, but I am stepping out of my comfort zone to show I still have what to learn, what to expect and what to deserve.

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